At 16, I had a realisation that shattered everything I thought I knew about life.
On the surface, I had everything I was told should make me happy—good friends, a loving parent, strong grades, and natural talent in music, languages, sports, and dance. Yet, beneath it all, I felt empty. Depressed. Unmotivated. My days blurred together in a cycle of video games and smoking weed with friends, searching for an escape from a life that felt hollow.
At the same time, I was coming out of my first serious relationship—a 1.5-year relationship where I had completely lost myself. I had poured everything into it, sacrificing friendships and parts of myself to make it work. I believed that loving her more would bring us closer, that if I just gave more of myself, it would fix the growing distance between us. But it didn’t. No matter how much I gave, it wasn’t enough.
Losing that relationship forced me to face a painful truth: I didn’t know who I was outside of it. And if love alone wasn’t enough to sustain a relationship, then what was?
At home, I watched my mother—strong-willed, hardworking—constantly stressed despite our comfortable life. We had a beautiful home, traveled to new countries, and never lacked material comfort. But I could see it wasn’t enough. It didn’t fulfil her.
And she wasn’t alone. I saw our neighbours, my friends’ parents, and so many others trapped in the same pattern—stressed, exhausted, getting divorced, struggling with illness—while pretending everything was “fine.”
Then it hit me like a lightning bolt: Everything I had been conditioned to believe about happiness was a lie.
The life path society promised would bring fulfilment clearly wasn’t working. Not for me. Not for my mother. Not for anyone around me.
And so, I made a decision that would shape the rest of my life—to find out what true fulfilment really is. To understand why I was unhappy, why love alone wasn’t enough in relationships, and how I could break free from the patterns I saw everywhere around me.
Once I realised that conventional success, relationships, and material comfort wouldn’t bring me true happiness, I threw myself completely into the search for answers.
The first thing I found was a book on Buddhism and the teachings of the Buddha. At the time, I believed I had uncovered the ultimate truth: to be truly fulfilled, I had to attain enlightenment. If I could just meditate enough, detach enough, and dissolve my ego, everything would fall into place.
For the next nine years, my life became a relentless pursuit of spiritual awakening. I spent hours every day in meditation, practicing Kriya Yoga, self-inquiry, and mindfulness—convinced that each new technique would be “the one” that finally set me free. I had profound insights, moments of deep meditative stillness, and even a kundalini awakening at age 20, where I directly experienced the entire world as one unified field of love and consciousness.
And yet…it never lasted.
No matter how deep my meditations went, I was still suffering. No matter how many profound spiritual insights I had, I was still struggling in my day-to-day life. Outside of my practice, I was still trapped in the same cycles of self-doubt, fear, anxiety, and emotional turmoil. Meditation didn’t make me function better as a person, it didn’t heal my wounds, and it didn’t give me the lasting transformation I was looking for.
I felt deeply frustrated—why wasn’t it working? I had dedicated nearly a decade of my life to this. I had experienced states of expanded awareness that most people only read about in books. But as soon as I stepped off the cushion, my old struggles would return.
It wasn’t until I met two brothers who became my mentors and teachers, that I began to see what was really happening. It wasn’t enlightenment I was missing—it was healing.
For the first time, I realised:
• I had massive amounts of unprocessed trauma stuck in my nervous system.
• I had an anxious and avoidant attachment style that was affecting every relationship in my life.
• I had deeply ingrained negative and false subconscious beliefs about myself and the world that were shaping my perception of reality.
• I had been caught in survival patterns from childhood that kept me looping in the same painful experiences over and over again.
Even my prenatal trauma came to light—my mother, struggling with depression during pregnancy, had nearly ended her life multiple times. The effects of that early distress had imprinted themselves in my body before I was even born.
I had been trying to meditate my way out of a lifetime of unresolved wounds.
Spiritual practice, I realised, was never meant to be a substitute for healing. It was meant to be built together with healing. And without addressing my nervous system, emotions, subconscious mind, and past wounds, more spirituality alone wouldn’t save me.
And so, I stopped trying to escape my pain through meditation and finally turned toward it.
This was where my real transformation began.
For nearly a decade, I had been searching for the key to happiness, fulfilment, and awakening. I had spent countless hours in meditation, reached profound states of awareness, and even experienced a kundalini awakening—but when I stepped off the cushion, nothing in my life had changed. I was still trapped in the same emotional struggles, the same relationship patterns, the same cycles of suffering.
Everything shifted when I attended an online weekend event that introduced me to a completely different way of healing.
For the first time, I saw that my wounds, patterns, and unprocessed emotions were not just mental or spiritual—they were held in my body and energy field, shaping my entire experience of life. My struggles weren’t because I hadn’t meditated enough or detached enough. They were because I was still carrying deep developmental wounds, attachment trauma, and subconscious beliefs that kept me stuck.
Then, during that event, I had an experience that changed everything.
We did an attachment repair exercise called a “mini.” Sitting in stillness and bringing awareness to each other’s presence, with complete strangers from across the world, I suddenly felt a level of safety and connection I had never experienced before. I could feel my body let go in a way it never had. And in that moment, I realised something profound:
Healing isn’t meant to be done alone.
For years, I had been trying to meditate my way out of suffering, but healing happens in connection. Our nervous systems don’t regulate in isolation—they need the attuned presence of others. If trauma happens in relationship, healing also happens in relationship.
This changed everything.
Instead of isolating myself in meditation practice, I started doing the exact opposite:
Sitting with others – I began practicing deep presence with others, receiving their attunement, and letting my nervous system learn what safety and connection felt like.
Parts Work & Internal Family Systems – I learned to recognise my inner world of emotions and beliefs as a family of parts and, rather than suppress or fight them, I began to hold them in loving awareness, get to know them as they are, and integrate them back to wholeness.
Energetic & Awareness Practices – I stopped forcing meditation with intense concentration on one point and instead learned how to tap into the natural resources of stability, spaciousness, and love within my energy system and the collective field when sitting with groups of practitioners.
As I showed up for these short practices on a daily basis, something incredible started happening.
For the first time, I wasn’t just accessing awakening—I was stabilising it.
For the first time, I wasn’t just having moments of presence—I was living in presence.
For the first time, I wasn’t bypassing my wounds—I was actually healing them.
My entire experience of life began to change at the deepest level.
Physically – My body, once tense, dissociated from, and closed, became open, spacious, and relaxed.
Emotionally – I moved from anxiety, fear, and shame to joy, love, and deep self-compassion.
Mentally – I stopped seeing myself as a victim of my circumstances and began consciously shaping my reality.
Relationally – I broke free from codependency, people-pleasing, and emotional suppression and learned how to be fully authentic, boundaried, and open-hearted with others.
Everything that once felt impossible and hard became effortless and natural.
• No more depression, no more suicidal thoughts.
• No more self-destructive habits, addiction, or numbing out.
• No more feeling lost, powerless, or stuck in cycles of suffering.
Instead…
• I wake up excited for life.
• I deeply trust myself, my path, and my purpose.
• I feel connected to life, to others, and to something greater than myself.
• I experience synchronicities, alignment, and flow on a daily basis.
• I can hold space for others to heal and transform without losing myself and over-giving like I used to.
Healing isn’t about escaping suffering. It’s about turning toward it from a resourced place with the support of attuned connection and letting it dissolve by itself as the underlying needs are met.
Awakening isn’t about leaving the human experience behind. It’s about recognising the truth of who you are and freedom in the depth of your being so that you can be fully alive in your human form.
And that’s exactly what I help others do.
From the very beginning, even before I consciously stepped onto this path, I knew—humanity is meant for so much more. I could feel it. I could see it. Life was never meant to be a struggle. Deep down, I always felt that this world could be a paradise, yet somehow, we have created a reality filled with suffering, conflict, and disconnection.
But I know in my heart and soul that it doesn’t have to be this way.
I now understand that I went through my own deep struggles and awakenings so that I could uncover what actually works—what truly heals, stabilises, and transforms human beings at the deepest level. My mission is clear: to guide others into that same transformation, so they can experience the freedom, stability, abundance, love and wholeness that is their birthright.
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My intention is for those who work with me to feel seen, received, and understood like never before.
I want to help them:
• Break free from inherited trauma, limiting beliefs, and subconscious survival patterns.
• Heal their nervous systems, repair attachment wounds, and integrate their fragmented parts.
• Awaken to their true nature and align their energy, mind, and actions with their soul’s highest calling.
• Step fully into their authentic power—no longer people-pleasing, shrinking, or holding back.
• Build healthy, deeply fulfilling relationships that nourish rather than drain them.
• Create a life of ease, stability, and synchronicity, where money, love, and success flow naturally with ease.
I want my clients to fall in love with life again. To wake up each day feeling resourced, inspired, and deeply connected—to themselves, to others, and to something greater than themselves.
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What I see over and over again is people trying to heal and transform alone.
Not because they want to—but because they’ve been conditioned to believe they have to.
This is one of the biggest wounds of all—the belief that we must struggle in isolation. That healing is a solo journey. That we must “fix” ourselves before we are worthy of support.
I also see people using the wrong solutions for their problems—trying to heal emotional wounds with mindset shifts alone, trying to achieve transformation through sheer willpower without addressing their nervous systems, energy, and subconscious conditioning.
This has to change.
Healing cannot happen in isolation. We must do this together.
Transformation is not just about thinking differently—it’s about embodying real change through presence, energetic attunement, and deep nervous system repair.
And most importantly, awakening and healing must be integrated. Awakening alone isn’t enough—if you’re still carrying unprocessed trauma, you will keep looping in the same painful patterns. True healing makes awakening stable, embodied, and alive in every part of life.
This is what I am here to bring.
• Have had glimpses of awakening and higher states of consciousness but struggle to stabilise it in everyday life.
• Feel a deep calling to be of service to the world but constantly find themselves under-resourced, stuck, or overwhelmed.
• Deeply desire abundance and prosperity without sacrificing their wellbeing and peace.
• Recognise that there’s still an underlying sense of not being safe in their daily lives and relationships despite the successes.
• Know that their trauma and conditioning are inherited from previous generations and are ready to end the cycle.
• Genuinely desire wholeness, integration, and embodied awakening—not just fleeting spiritual highs.
• Are deeply committed to themselves, their wellbeing, their awakening, and their soul’s mission in this lifetime.
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• The people-pleasing and fear of being too much.
• The feeling of being stuck, frozen, unable to act.
• The deep longing to be fully seen and accepted.
• The frustration of knowing you have potential but not knowing how to bring it through.
• The exhaustion of always being there for others but feeling unsupported yourself.
• The desire to be of service but constantly burning out or sabotaging success.
• The disappointment when more money, achievements, and material things doesn’t make you feel any better.
These are not just patterns. They are wounds that can be healed. And when they are, life opens up in ways that once seemed impossible.
I want to help create a world where:
• It is normal to be in touch with your true nature.
• Human wellbeing is deeply understood and supported at every level of society.
• Abundance, prosperity, and peace are shared realities rather than distant dreams.
• Authenticity is safe. People can fully express their uniqueness without fear.
• We can disagree without division—resolving conflict without fighting, withdrawal, or passive aggression.
• Each new generation grows up with more awareness, stability, abundance, and safety than the last.
The Shift I Want to See in Human Consciousness
If my work reached millions, the single most important shift I would want to see is this:
That we all learn how to offer each other presence.
Not advice. Not fixes. Not judgment.
Just presence.
If this understanding became widespread—if it became a way of life—the shift in human consciousness would be unstoppable.
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I know now that being of service to all beings includes myself.
For a long time, I thought that to be of service, I had to give endlessly, sacrifice myself, and operate from depletion.
Now, I see that this is one of the greatest illusions that must be broken.
I am here not just to guide others in healing and awakening—but to be an example of what it looks like to do it in balance, wellbeing, and alignment.
The new way is not self-sacrifice.
The new way is sustainable, resourced, and whole.
I believe the guru of the future is not a single person—it is the community.
When people are whole, well, and deeply connected, they naturally uplift those around them.
The world so many of us dream of will not come from one enlightened leader—it will emerge from the collective of resourced, compassionate and powerful individuals.
This is why I do this work.
This is the world I am committed to building.
This is the mission I will see through.
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